Sianmang Sehsa............KV News Special Issue 2013

Sianmang Sehsa

- Jacob St, Gurgaon Vankhua

Mihing pianzia a piang, hinna nei bukim, leitung mihingte'n damsung hinkhua ah innten- louten, khosaktheihna, siamna/bawlna dingin amasapen in lungkhata luankhawmna din 'ITNA' poimoh pen hung suak in ka thei hi. I hinkhua a i hung khanlet taksa hung piching, theihna hung sang sem, thil i hung phawk chiang khovel nun zia awlawlin kitheikhia hi. Neulai lunggel aw tangval/nungak hita mai leng chih bang lunggelna leh utna a na himawk ahi, bang pentak lunggulhna neih a ki-ut diai chih bang kitheilou a, nungak/tangval kipawng ut hi mai dan ahi.

Nungak/tangval sil a na hi mai dan ahi maw! Itna simthu lei thei dia lungtang ka hung neih in, pian zia a maizum theitak leh zahkai kammal ka na hi maimah a, lawmgual lai a zong lawmte chi bangbang a pai leh hinkhua zang den khat ka na hi den hi. Lyanu deihdan bang zong gen ngamlo, lawm gual lai a, lawmte'n lah amau deihdan leh itdante gual lai ah houlung kupna nei thei uhi. Keimah lungsim a kuahden in, gentheihna leh haksatna lianpi bangin hinkhua ka zang zel mawk ahi. Gual lai a, a sakmel ka muh zong, "ngaihnou" kei di'n kipaakna leh nunnopna bangin hinkhua hung hi thei ahi.

Hun leh kumte hung mual liamzel a, lung a san chimlouh, mitkha a lang, ngaihnou siang a va leng in ka itna simthute a sianga ka sut chiang, ama'n zong sil tampi hung dong a, ka lunga k'ung gel leh k'ung phawk tawntung na hi, na gamtat khua hei dante zapi mai a, hung na en-en ka hi hung chih a, ke'n zong, "itna mitheem in gual lai a hung na maimit suan den ka hi" ka chi ngala, lunga gel sil tampi sut khawmin, mailam hinkhua di ahi chi in hua zaan "mangpha aw"., chi in ka kikhenta uhi.

Siamzilna sangzaw lam deihna in senngaihnou in mundang hung paisan hi. "Mailam hinkhua ding gelna ziak a innsung mite'n hung sol ahi" sengaihnou in nhug chi hi. Ke'n zong sil theisiam kawmin "silhoih ahi" ka chi a (lunggil sunga dahmel takin), "heina,lenna mual, gamtatna mun a dang zongin, lung khat a ki-itna danglou leh kigamla lou ahi aw" chi in ka hanthawn hi. Ama'n zong dahmel leh theisiam kawmin itna tak toh hung en kawmin uong kawiin (hug), "laikawi tongdam naubang kisang tawntung ni maw" chi awmin, khitui ka aangsung a nul nehloh hi. Hun bangtan hiam a pai nungin, senngaihno in itna kammal toh laithot hung khak a, mun- le-mual, gamtat dante bangkim huhng gel detdet maimah hi. Atawpna lamah "Na hung itna theichian deuhdeuh mai ing, na kammal zakziate, na khoheidante, ka tunga na hoihna, na nunnemnate" chi in hung gelh khia hi. "Itna laipia nang ah dia ginum (Nydia)" chi in thuinal zou hi. Ahizongin innsung mite'n sil bangkim ahilou ding dan in lunggelna ana nei uhi. Sil bangkim kipel theihna dingin nasatakin hung panla maimah uhi.

Senngaihno toh mel kimuhlouhna kumkhua hung sawt deuhdeuh ta mai a, ka itna lah kiamlou, amah lah laikawi (letter) khak theih ding dan lampi piang nawnlou, mun gamla ahi chiang, haksatna dinmun lianpi ahi ngal a. Araan bang gel ding chih bang lungputna lianpi/dokna hung suak ta mai hi. Kei zong khankhiatna tualpi nusia in, mundang a kalsuan ve, mailam hinkhua ding gelna in. Kumkhua hung kivei zel a, ka senlawm khatin "thu poimoh mahmah ahi" chiin, melmuhlouh tongsan in hung genkhia maimah ta hi. "Na senngaihnu'n in pasal hung neih santa ahi, a siamzilna mun a, thu lengla, ka zak leh ka kanchian adik taktak mah ahi, lawm aw" hung chi hi. Ama'n "Gen ut leh dok utna nei ama?" hung chi a, gen ding theilou in "Hun sak ni aw" chi in houlimna ka beisak ta uhi. Mangpha le! (Hung Up)!

Aw na e! Lungzuan na e! Khitui luan kawmin, "Kei di'n itna diktak itna ka piak, bang sil kal a kizol a, hih bang sil piangta ahia? Ka tuun-le-zua lungmawl vang maw, laitual ka ngiam vang maw, silhpuan thak ka vat zohlouh ziak hiam vankhua lai a, tung solkha leh thangvan aksite'n i houlung kupte ngilh ding ngilh mawng e? Kei di'n na e, hih bang hinkhua kei dingin. Lung in gelsiam kei veng. Sianmang sehsa hi mai ta ding maw" chi-in, "Hinkhua nuam, innsung hoih, na aang kawi toh vangkhua lai ah nunnuam solbang, phungching hung hi ta un" chi'in ka zalna laikhun tung a lunga gel veng. Tuibang gawmlou hi mai ta ding maw gual lai ah; 'Senngaihnou' ? I simthu kupte ngilh dingin a lawm na diai? Kei dingin tung solkha leh thangvan aksi a hung suak na diai? Awl awl in nang ngaihna ka bang thei na diai? Huihkhi damdiai ngaih siang ah va leng inla, nunnuam solbang a heina maw, a heina ah va en mah dih...! Sanngaihnou ngaihna milmoh nge Gual lai ah .

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